It's been awhile I'm back here, my long lost blog page(that I don't even know it still exists).
Welcome back wolfsbane. :)
How's life? I can say it's worst than a roller coaster ride. But I do appreciate whatever it is now.
Much dramas, up and down; left and right. Tired yet chanllenging. Oh well, it's life!
What's trigger me to comeback here? I guess this is the only right place to write and talk about anything I want, or maybe to rant over some anger. Rather than spamming my instastory and annoyed people who watch my story. I respect their time, cause not everyone is keen on knowing other people's business, right?
One thing that keep bothering me is people owe me my money. And it's my ex. I just can't get over it. I wonder how does he feels? I've been asking around and all his friend told me the same thing, he will never ever return you a single cent. And yes, it's true. His family it's kinda fucked up too. Even his parents runaway from him! What a shame! My anger is up to a point where I almost wanted to get someone and give them a hard time. But when I think about it, it's not worthy at all. Pain will cure, mess will be cleared. End of the day, all the effort will be gone. On the other side, I get a point where if I go black I'll never turn back. My hands are still clean, so don't. That's not what I want for my future. So forget about it, it's a big big lesson learnt. Never ever ever trust anyone outside, even it's your boyfriend. So what? Still consider outsider. Yucks!
To cut short my bad bad experience of my past relationship, I learnt to be even more smarter yet stronger. Ladies, don't ever put yourself down till people might just step over you, especially when comes to relationship. Always refrain from what you wanted to do before you decide.
And now I kinda paranoid with relationships. It's a trap of life. Love is blind. It's real.
Ladies, please love yourself first, and protect yourself at all time! Love comes second.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
With love,
Acntmtwolfsbane x
